Diary

From kid to his maternal house. Looking rude and with kid it seems more long as lots of safety considerations.  But it was great as with him all seems well.  Just now client has promised more bonus in project completion.  That I shouldn't think more as bonuses are often ignored by clients.  There was one more big bonus due from previous org but I don't think it will be given also.  It was a commitment by client but let's leave it.  Now kid is busy with others.  I can do some reading As well as have a look at the requirements given by the client and study them. 

Will going to sleep now. Just attended some work then both the kids and family slept and now I will sleep too. Mins is not always the good words as I write.  Well, is full of trash and will sometimes the hallucinations are caused because of the array of unwanted thoughts, that are sometimes lust or every time list of want or anger etc.  The program helps in every walk  And the prayers are answered  I am truly blessed and safe.  Although was thinking about the live.  It's about doing work good work Keeping up the soul's pace by doing the good things For me these good things would be starting away from lust and pointless scrolling etc is also a part of this That leads to problems and the thought process.  Doing daily exercise is a miracle always around me that I many times don't consider. And then things become fatigue full and unhealthy, be it be physical, mental or spiritual.  And talking more about activities.  Reading would be there.........

This time for 2nd vehicle.  One thing is there what I think can be managed is low of unnecessary spends or low priority needs.  Let month did some of huge bloopers on that. Need to manage

Today after solve tasks for some new task. Little less payout but no issues as any addition is good than ni addition. Felt a boost of confidence. Although then my daily habits of not doing work and watching YouTube and other not so serious things for in way. Sar for half an hour right now and did some thinking.  It is a complex work, but I have solved things like this and I can do it.  Today I had ordered one more connector board for my monitor and that too for corrupted. To much of loss. Also don't exactly know what exactly is wrong.  The panel or this connector or cable.  I shall go to some tv repair shop tomorrow and see if they can do something.  Let's check out tomorrow.  Work need to work hard tomorrow and finish this work. 

Today is morning and writing here.  The goals for today are to complete a long walk on treadmill.  Take kid to hospital.  So loads of practice.  Make a list remembering all the pending tasks.  Writing more.  Fully in divine touch Doing meditations and incorporating good habits Replace fast food with some healthy snacks And more

Wife and small kid have slept, the kid will I think surely wake up and she would have to feed him. It's more restless nights for her than me and anyone. But yes it's god's grace that these don't feel bad as the new arrival in the family brings love and sheds the tiredness.  The big brother of his, the elder one. Slept in the evening and is now refusing to sleep and watching TV upstairs. There also grandma has slept and grandfather shall follow soon. I went to bring him to me so that I can keep eye on him and persuade him somehow to sleep as I also need to sleep now.  In evenings and nights yes I feel horny and proper sex as wife was pregnant and now small child, so hasn't happened in last 10 months or so.  But I should respect her rest and her emotions, as I don't think she is interested in the stuff anymore for now. So I can't do the thing. Some nights I watch porn and then masturbate, but that too is not a good activity, so for today I will not watch any p...

Sitting at the servicing center. Went to an office and got govt gift for baby born, a beautiful kit that contains many essentials.  Now will be going to home, thinking about buying a multimeter and done other stuff also.  This month right now not working.  And looking for some new contacts.  The thing is to remain in a good positive state and also do the exercise and meditation for this purpose. Avoid excessive cope and phone use if work is not there.  And to control done of the unnecessary spendings.

Cow is mother in our culture. I am not that much of a cultural or religious guy, But since our childhood I have been feeded by cow milk, curd and other dairy products. So yes this way she becomes a mother like for me. Today writing this because our cow died, just yesterday she delivered a baby and we were happy, we did the necessary things from yesterday early morning for her. Although yes she was sick and everybody did their best including mainly mother and my wife. As they take care of her most. God ! Grant peace ! 💐🙏 .