It's festival time
Writing at morning. Festivals are going on. Right now all are getting prepared, doing daily things for the preparation, talking about me........ I am sitting..... Now will bath in some time, but sitting with bad feelings, saw heart emojies in wife's phone for guys.... Not me..... And she doesn't even say or talk about it, the thing is kids also.... Need not to extend this headache in them.... So whatever I might think of myself, I am pretty much in bad phase and surrendered and all is up to God, and let's pray and leave the thing. Well it sticks again and again, but need to get out of it..... Meditating shall help and so will prayers. Don't need to do anything..... When I say anything to her, shebehaves like I am saying something wrong..... Man..... Peoples....... Need to practice solo thing along with living together........ As all are happy and I feel she is happy not for me, truly saying..... Well I care about them all, and shall move on....... God is with us all ,...