Sunday, 16th May 2021
Hey all, welcome to my blog. This is the simplest thing I have ever tried on Internet, and doing simple things is the best thing I have ever learned to do.
Today I will start with my life story.
I am 27 years old . I am an recovering addict yet on dosage of tobacco but I have given up on drugs successfully. Its been over 3 years that I am clean and sober. Wow. I enjoy each and every day as such things have happened after leaving drugs that I had no hope about. I got married 1 and half year ago, my wife I think is the best I could have and more to that we have got a son 2 months old. All my relatives and workmates, (well I work now and earn) all are happy with me , I think so and that's important and I think so not only in dreamland but because I am disciplined, productive, humble and truthful about all.
I was born as a younger one of 2 brothers and many other nieces and nephews , I was the little one. Life started as it was heavens and was always like that. I was good in studies all thanks to brilliant feeding of my parents and guardian angles and everybody around. My life was always like a bright sunny day. Happy , full of joy and full of materialistic wealth too. But funny me, I always wanted something extra from it , I grew up addicted nature. Addicted to games , to restaurant food and sometimes to movies , sometimes to studies as well. It was a obsessive character I developed probably trying to imitate bigger persons. But was not successful and soon I needed some fix to get a high feeling.
I tried masturbation, vulgar talks, fighting with friends, posing as a bad boy, all part of my obsession about the image of a successful dude. But this led me some place away from general things . Well I was good in studies at that time. My new friends were like me but I preferred competition and so did they. We completed in fighting and doing all sorts of unsocial activities as a teenager was not intended to do at that time. Then somebody introduced me to tobacco and cigerates. Funny me , I took hand to hand in order to be cool and socially acceptable . I used to use with friends but never knew when it became an addiction. I used to smoke and use tobacco at home, at school, used to bunk classes and my no socialization at all. I got caught by my mother but the second day I smoked that caught cigerate by stealing it from where my mother had put it to show my father. Then after sometime came liqyor, sometimes weed and chemical substances, all. I was having a great run by then and luckily got passed in senior secondary also. Then joined college, and away from home started a furious journey with only one end and that was death. But I survived. I got the message of the fellowship. And when all was right, I for back to old ways, but luckily my higher power again for me out from the living hell I had made for myself.I still gave schizophrenia and take medicines but today with calm mind and body and soul at peace, it was truly a miracle that happened to me. Well I'm a miracle. Thank u LORD.
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